i am loving my time here in utah.

logan was utterly blissful.

a much needed weekend with my girls.

i was reminded how absolutely lucky i am 

to have them as the examples 

and role models in my life.

and yes i have been back and forth

about staying here and 

never going back to NY.

but that would be giving up. 

and i have realized this past week that giving up

is the easy way out and i am 

seeing way to much of it around me.

the past five months i have 

learned things that i could have never learned 

while living in utah.

living in NY has not been easy,

but what i learned last week in a zoobies (definition 1 please) apt.

is that nothing worthwhile is ever easy.

so i will keep going,

and keep forcing myself into uncomfortable situations

because that's the only way I keep moving and growing.

and now in two days madi is putting her big girl pants on

and is heading back to the place where she will

eventually be able 

and happy 

to call home.

this is the only picture documented of my time in logan.
but it might have been the best part.

out on babbitts swing in her backyard loving our lives.

also, thank you chels for showing me more of angus and julia stone.
i can't get enough of them.