We made it.

And its complete bliss.

Just got back from walking all over Brooklyn and loving my life. I had jitters the whole time. 

Right now the man who lives above us is playing the saxophone and i feel like I'm in a movie.

Going to the big city tonight.

Will document proof.

Until then:

 

*sigh*

It's here.
I get to start a new slate.
I leave in a half an hour.

So grateful for this gospel.
There is no way i could do this without it.

We will see you soon.

i know you've thought it before don't lie

I know I know.

Lets get it out in the open so it's not awkward and just talk about it...

I look like i'm twelve.

I've been in college for a year and a half and i still get asked how high school is treating me. In fact just the other day i had a guy ask me if i was old enough to drive yet. Thank you ladies and gentlemen I am a 19 year old who looks like she can't even date yet.

But, I've come to terms with this fact and I am moving on.

Okay, now that we have that over with i would like to now become one of those annoying people on facebook that update their staus every second of the day counting down to when their big news is happening. 
I woke up early (before 9 is a big deal for me) and couldn't go back to sleep due to the fact that:

In 14 hours i will be on a plane flying to my new home of Brooklyn, NY.

just sayin.

It's a weird feeling i am having.
All i'm sayin is Faith people.
(breath in breath out madi)

*below are pictures of the 12 year old's fabulous party her family threw for her.

highlights:

-the slide-show that the other missy made for me

-"our band is named after jessica's body"

- the little sail boats with me and shannon's faces on them

-dominating at twister & funglish

-and the delicious farr's ice cream

lovely logan

 

I am completely overwhelmed with love today. Me and shannon threw ourselves a going away party and i can't put into words the love i feel for the people i've met since moving up to utah state. Logan has been a place of pure bliss and i have grown more in the year and a half of living up there, than i have in my entire life. I not ready to leave everyone i have grown to love in logan but i am completely ready to take on New York City.

Thank you lovely people of Logan. I will never be the same because of you.

There were lots of tears last night but..

“Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened.”

-Dr. Suess

(thanks hilary) 

5

Why am i not freaking out?
I'm not even nervous.
No job, very little money, and I am more calm and sure about this than i have ever been with anything in my life.   
5 days left until i M.O.V.E. to NY .

I'm not just visiting, i am moivng.

Like a one way ticket moving.

Picking up my life and bringing it to the opposite end of the country moving.

And you think i would be packed and all ready to go.. am I?

Nope.

but my excitement level is through the roof!

also-

I loved making this (even though i'm a month late in posting it)

stop motion may be my new favorite thing.

Ben & Katie

 

 

 

Riley and Sunny - Save the Date

Love love loved my afternoon spent with these two.

Such an adorable couple. I wish i was going to be here for their wedding this summer.

Riley and Sunny:

you.are.bliss.


(p.s. a HUGE thanks to my lovely assistant today sha-nom nom nom nom
who put up ever single one of those hearts in the freezing cold)